me and mich at fish and co after going to the salon. (:

our exam stuff

Hey all. Ok, my ankles and knees are hurting from yesterday's dance class. Infact, they're nearly chaffed raw from all the twisting and locking, or, whatever it's called. Maybe i'm exagerating. Oh well, the good news is that we've started and cha cha and not rumba. thank goodness. well actually because we refused to learn rumba so gladys didn't really have a choice. bought the idsf grand slam latin video! it's so cool. (: and all the pretty costumes. our routines are so amatuer like compared to theirs. >.<>not counted!

ballet today was pretty okay. we danced in the fish tank. <-- that's what we called it, because it's the smaller studio used for kinderland and there are these rectangular windows with seaweed and fishes painted on it, so yeah, we're the fishes. >.< we did our examination groupings for next year. i'm together with elicia and shell, while jas and nat are their own group. so, i turned out to be pink, elicia's white, and shell was blue. i was hoping to be white! it's the nicest color, but oh well. elicia doesn't want to stand infront and do the steps first, so..yeah.

i fixed certain stuff on my webpage! all the broken links are (hopefully) gone. i'll be doing up most of the pages soon, and then..tadah! my website will finally be ready. next i can work on the shop and new layouts. =)

going out with my relatives later to eat chilli crab! i can't wait. (: at..the..uh. no signboard restaurant. what a name. :\ k, so yeah. more updates when i come back or hopefully tomorrow.

i'm changing my blog to diaryland. and i'm gonna lock it. so if you want the link + username + password come and get it from me. thinking of having personalised usernames and passwords which means that each person's username and password is different. if you want to have a special username/password tell me if not the username will be your name and the password will be something that i think of.

will be updating in that blog more regularly. this blog will still be active but i'll be posting here less often. just for those who don't have the password to read more summarised and not so frequent entries.

bye.

sometimes i just feel like crying out. i need to destress, seriously. like, what the heck. i'm only sec one. the next three years are gonna be so much harder and the workload just gets more and more and more and the teachers just pile your desk with worksheets and stuff. sheesh.

had this funny dream yesterday..that. this sec two girl from sc was going to die in a month. freaky. shant say who. not really nice to know that you'll be dying in a month. ahahhahaa.

called ying from the primary school yesterday. [for those of you in sc, shes my bestest friend from the primary school -well, she still is but shes in tkgs now. gah.] had a nice long chat with her. yayye. i miss her. ack. never mind. shes coming over to my house after mid-years. tkgs doesn't have mid-years. lucky things.

didn't finish history paper. didn't see the last page. which was worth like, 10 marks?. i'm seriously screwed. the moment i stepped into the car yesterday i started crying. fjspwieowewir. whats wrong with me? dunno. i just felt as if all my hardwork [yah, right] had erm, kinda gone to waste? like after so much i studied about history, none came out at all. super wasted. mum said she doesn't want to see any failures this time. or else she's gonna cancel my sub-ele class on thursday. which i'm supposed to be at now. fack lorh. so much to study and so little time. at least i'm really happy with my hcl compo. suprisingly its not messed up. sc has this particular obsession with death. all our compos are about teens commiting suicide. dahh.

[edit]. this section was added some time later. was reading some peoples blogs. its like, what the hell. they make it so obvious that they're aiming it at me lorh. fwack. really, i dont see whats their problem, what did i do to them. nothing at all. daah. never mind. i dont really like them also. ahahhaa. idiotic freaks. whatever. they can say all they like. i have my own friends. xD.

exams starting tomorrow. -dies-. why cant it have started earlier, like the sec twos and threes? i prefer exams to start on mondays, dunno why. sheesh. i'm not going to survive english and history tomorrow. what if i blank out and cant remember a thing? what if i fall asleep halfway through the exam? what if i dont have time to check my paper. gahh. never mind, on the brighter side. i'll remember every single fact and answer all the questions correctly. i'll stay damn awake during the whole exam paper. if only i can. ack. nothing i can do. i wont survive. no, i will. i dont care. i must. really. i'll stay alive.

"Well, you can tell by the way I use my walk
I'm a woman's man no time to talk
Music loud and women warm
I've been kicked around since I was born.
And now it's all right. It's OK
And you may look the other way
We can try to understand
The New York Times' effect on man.

Whether you're a brother or whether you're a mother
You're stayin' alive, stayin' alive
Feel the city breakin' and everybody shakin'
And we're stayin' alive, stayin' alive
Ah, ha, ha, ha, stayin' alive, stayin' alive
Ah, ha, ha, ha, stayin' alive

Well now, I get low and I get high,
And if I can't get either, I really try
Got the wings of heaven on my shoes
I'm a dancin' man and I just can't lose
You know it's all right. It's Ok
I'll live to see another day
We can try to understand
The New York Times' effect on man

Whether you're a brother or whether you're a mother
You're stayin' alive, stayin' alive
Feel the city breakin' and everybody shakin'
And we're stayin' alive, stayin' alive
Ah, ha, ha, ha, stayin' alive, stayin' alive
Ah, ha, ha, ha, stayin' alive

Life goin' nowhere
Somebody help me
Somebody help me, yeah

Life goin' nowhere
Somebody help me
Somebody help me, yeah"

i'll just hum this tune during the whole exam and i'll stay alive. wheee.

at bea's house now. we havent really been doing anything except for fooling around. we're supposed to be doing our IPW. anyway, jo logged on to msn then this girl called renee added her to msn and she happened to be from the country that we were supposed to be doing. yayye. haha then erm, so shes kinda helping us with our project.

jo went home early after eating lunch. cheapskate woman, only go to bea's house for lunch. lunch was nice. =). i realised bea eats real slow. ahahaha. after lunch we gobbled up the chicken wings cos bea complained that nobody was eating them then went up again. i finished all of her remaining sweets. -guilty-. hee.

erm, yah..so after going up ruiling and huimin started working on the project seriously while me and bea used the other computer and started blog hopping and browsing through..random pictures. after awhile me and bea started getting bored and started immitating lots of people in our class, mainly those whom we have something against. shant say who. then that stoopid no fun ruiling [shes whining now] started scolding us so we ran over to her and fell onto our knees and started begging for her forgiveness. as soon as she forgived us we ran back to the other computer and started typing crap on microsoft word. hee. so ruiling shouted "oi!" at the top of her voice so we begged for forgiveness again but she sacked as her slaves. lame. finally we started working properly. [yeah, right. we just wanted to please her and get the thing over and done with so that we could continue acting spastic]

then when we started doing our self-evaluation crap ruiling started making all sorts of funny noises like she was a machine breaking down. yah, and she started whining "maaaahhmmyyyy" or something like that so we started laughing non-stop. anyway..we decided to go have a break so we went down to find something to eat and we saw bea's lizard like brother [for those who dont know, its her brother who looks like..erm. a lizard. ahaha.]

after that..we went to bea's room and started throwing and squishing her favourite apple cushion. it nearly got caught in the fan so we stopped quickly after that. heh. me and huimin started eating all the ice we had in our ribena juice. ruiling started staring at us like some outer space creatures. oh and, you know those type of fridges that can make ice by themselves? ruiling was SO fascinated by it. stupid cave woman. so naive. oh, not to forget, she doesnt know whats a blog. but she said "oh, tingzhi. your blogging?". shes also seemed to have picked up the word lame. things started getting really boring after that so ruiling and bea started copying seaside and wipeout. ruiling insists it looks like the william hung action thingy. after that me bea and huimin started carrying ruiling outta the room by her legs and hands cos we said that she wasnt worthy enough to stay in bea's room. we were planning to swing and hurl her out of the window but she too fat and heavy so i bones were practically broken already. the after product was that her hair turned out like a burnt broom. parts of it stuck out like it was chopped off by a butchers knife. erm anyway yah, that'd be the last of ruilings name appearing in this entry, cos shes banned me from typing her name. apparently she claims its copyrighted. anyway we were supposed to leave at 3:30 but bea found out that her tution was cancelled so she started acting crazy and hyper and started hugging all of us.

cant really remember what else happened, im sure theres more, but i cant remember now. gonna tame ruiling her. [her names not supposed to appear here, remember?]. shes crying that she missed her mum. yar, so bye for now. taming her.

[edit] this section was typed slightly after i wrote this entry. ruiling says that my entry looks too wordy and erm, i should write in point form. whatthehell. this is a blog lorh, not a powerpoint presentation. you know, ruiling. not everything you learn in computer studies and from mao can be applied during blogging. but nevermind, you were still very cute. =)

just came back from dance. so little people went lorh. ahaha. i feel guilty. i should have been studying. anyway. havent been updating for ages. cant really remember what happened this week. thats why i need to blog on the day itself. aahh. ok never mind. i'll try my best to remember.

went to orthodentist on tuesday. now its glow in the dark pink purple and blue. yayye. so nice. =)

so yah, yesterday aletheias handphone rang in class [stoopid goon, doesnt she know how to set it to silent mode?]. ms soh confiscated it. gave it to mao. thn erm, carine sang this chinese song horridly outta tune i couldnt even tell what it was as punishment. and thn we set out trap again, the ohp falling thingy. so that the bottom part will drop. thn we went orhhhh everytime a teacher touched it and it dropped. hah.

today. mao started checking marks and erm..she left ten minutes early. yayye. so we started fooling around and yy bea and dunno who started planning this trap for ms soh. -evil-. yar..so we hid the dusters behind the class [you know those foldable desks for the computers? we hid it inside]. and inside the cupboards too. then we hid those markers with ink and left the inkless ones out. then you know that string to pull the ohp screen down? we chucked it up above the whiteboard so she couldnt reach it. aiyah then in the end ms soh got her revenge. sheesh. she made us wipe the whiteboard ourselves [purposely, i guess-she couldnt find the dusters]. then aries deb ruiling and aletheia started opening the cupboards looking for the dusters. then..she couldnt find any markers with ink lah but she happened to have brought her own [why?? why??]. spoiled the whole plan. and then she asked lis to pull the ohp screen down for her. gahh. fun spoiler. anyway, we did the same for maos lesson. only she didnt chose to use the ohp. and nfg gave the whole thing away. idiotic freak. haha those who know me well enough will know whos nfg. heh.

after school me and joey quickly changed to go for dance. felt hopelessly isoliated. only three sec ones went. ack. did seaside maksim and wipeout. yah then we almost completed seaside. yayye.

i missed watching maksim perform and chose to watch saturday night fever instead. heck. i dont have any regrets. yayye. saturday night fever rocks my socks!! really. im not kidding. you should go watch it. i bet its better than maksim. ahaha. really. i'm 100% sure you'll love it. read the blogs of those who went. they all said it was super fantastic. oops. nobody says super anymore. i forgot. [quote from the show].

You're stayin alive, stayin' alive.
Feel the city breakin' and ev'rybody shakin'
and we're stayin' alive, stayin' alive.
Ah, ha, ha, ha, Stayin' Alive.

i've oficially caught the fever. whee. go watch it and get sick too. get your tickets before its too late!! it's better than best im telling you. more than 85% of the audience stood up and started dancing and clapping along at the end. yayye. singapore audiences are so sporting.

"You've caught the fever, singapore!" Monty [Dale Pengelly], Saturday Night Fever.

i shant really blog about every single scene cos this entry will be damn long but anyway to sum everything up it was superb.

theres one scene that i remember really well. it was pretty sad actually. oh well. here goes:

tony: leave me alone will you! just give me a rest.
annette: what did i do wrong? what? all i ever did was love you.

poor annette. i dunno. sounded really sad to me. well after that she started singing if i cant have you. =]

If I can't have you
I don't want nobody, baby
If I can't have you oh-ah-oh oh
If I can't have you
I don't want nobody, baby
If I can't have you oh-ah-oh oh

really strong vocals. that woman. dont even know if shes human. heh.

i want to go watch it again. the dancers are so flexible. and strong. the foot work was fast and neat. makes me think about how uncoordinated i am.

You should be dancing, yeah, dancing, yeah

i miss dancing in the nutcracker so so much. i never really realised it but now i'm starting to. i miss the rehearsals that last until like ten or eleven at night. i miss my friend soldiers. i miss putting on make up. i miss the smell of the theatre. i miss watching the SDT dancer rehearsing. i miss getting to know knew people. i miss being on stage. gahh. and i remember that we got scolded for making to much noise. that we were asked to go play cards in the toilet. and that we were called the toilet soldiers. and that grace's skirt caught fire. that we could have countless free admissions. i miss all my friends. i havent kept in touch with any of them other than grace. [but like, its not really counted also cos shes in sc now. and i havent kept in contact with her until i saw her in sc this year]. i'm still living in the memories of the nutcracker.

i cant really remember what happened in school today. during pe we started cheering the first half of sy and gy cos we happened to have finished our netball game. dont think they heard us. stoopid things. so its like..yah. so wasted. heck. haha yup and ms phua got angry with the people who came for the poetry recitation thingy on monday. she was like..'they're not my friends. hmph!' cos like..she was supposed to teach this poem but they recited it to use already. gah.

i love my new layout. ahahaha. nice right? probably will be keeping it for quite some time. yayye.

woohoo. i just found some pictures of saturday night fever. wheee. go here. omg, i found out theres videos too. yayness. im on cloud nine. -smiles-

"I don't regret the rain. Or the nights I felt the pain. Or the tears I had to cry. Some of those times along the way. Every road I had to take, every time my heart would break, it was just something that I had to get through, to get me to you."