i'm changing my blog to diaryland. and i'm gonna lock it. so if you want the link + username + password come and get it from me. thinking of having personalised usernames and passwords which means that each person's username and password is different. if you want to have a special username/password tell me if not the username will be your name and the password will be something that i think of.

will be updating in that blog more regularly. this blog will still be active but i'll be posting here less often. just for those who don't have the password to read more summarised and not so frequent entries.

bye.

sometimes i just feel like crying out. i need to destress, seriously. like, what the heck. i'm only sec one. the next three years are gonna be so much harder and the workload just gets more and more and more and the teachers just pile your desk with worksheets and stuff. sheesh.

had this funny dream yesterday..that. this sec two girl from sc was going to die in a month. freaky. shant say who. not really nice to know that you'll be dying in a month. ahahhahaa.

called ying from the primary school yesterday. [for those of you in sc, shes my bestest friend from the primary school -well, she still is but shes in tkgs now. gah.] had a nice long chat with her. yayye. i miss her. ack. never mind. shes coming over to my house after mid-years. tkgs doesn't have mid-years. lucky things.

didn't finish history paper. didn't see the last page. which was worth like, 10 marks?. i'm seriously screwed. the moment i stepped into the car yesterday i started crying. fjspwieowewir. whats wrong with me? dunno. i just felt as if all my hardwork [yah, right] had erm, kinda gone to waste? like after so much i studied about history, none came out at all. super wasted. mum said she doesn't want to see any failures this time. or else she's gonna cancel my sub-ele class on thursday. which i'm supposed to be at now. fack lorh. so much to study and so little time. at least i'm really happy with my hcl compo. suprisingly its not messed up. sc has this particular obsession with death. all our compos are about teens commiting suicide. dahh.

[edit]. this section was added some time later. was reading some peoples blogs. its like, what the hell. they make it so obvious that they're aiming it at me lorh. fwack. really, i dont see whats their problem, what did i do to them. nothing at all. daah. never mind. i dont really like them also. ahahhaa. idiotic freaks. whatever. they can say all they like. i have my own friends. xD.

exams starting tomorrow. -dies-. why cant it have started earlier, like the sec twos and threes? i prefer exams to start on mondays, dunno why. sheesh. i'm not going to survive english and history tomorrow. what if i blank out and cant remember a thing? what if i fall asleep halfway through the exam? what if i dont have time to check my paper. gahh. never mind, on the brighter side. i'll remember every single fact and answer all the questions correctly. i'll stay damn awake during the whole exam paper. if only i can. ack. nothing i can do. i wont survive. no, i will. i dont care. i must. really. i'll stay alive.

"Well, you can tell by the way I use my walk
I'm a woman's man no time to talk
Music loud and women warm
I've been kicked around since I was born.
And now it's all right. It's OK
And you may look the other way
We can try to understand
The New York Times' effect on man.

Whether you're a brother or whether you're a mother
You're stayin' alive, stayin' alive
Feel the city breakin' and everybody shakin'
And we're stayin' alive, stayin' alive
Ah, ha, ha, ha, stayin' alive, stayin' alive
Ah, ha, ha, ha, stayin' alive

Well now, I get low and I get high,
And if I can't get either, I really try
Got the wings of heaven on my shoes
I'm a dancin' man and I just can't lose
You know it's all right. It's Ok
I'll live to see another day
We can try to understand
The New York Times' effect on man

Whether you're a brother or whether you're a mother
You're stayin' alive, stayin' alive
Feel the city breakin' and everybody shakin'
And we're stayin' alive, stayin' alive
Ah, ha, ha, ha, stayin' alive, stayin' alive
Ah, ha, ha, ha, stayin' alive

Life goin' nowhere
Somebody help me
Somebody help me, yeah

Life goin' nowhere
Somebody help me
Somebody help me, yeah"

i'll just hum this tune during the whole exam and i'll stay alive. wheee.

at bea's house now. we havent really been doing anything except for fooling around. we're supposed to be doing our IPW. anyway, jo logged on to msn then this girl called renee added her to msn and she happened to be from the country that we were supposed to be doing. yayye. haha then erm, so shes kinda helping us with our project.

jo went home early after eating lunch. cheapskate woman, only go to bea's house for lunch. lunch was nice. =). i realised bea eats real slow. ahahaha. after lunch we gobbled up the chicken wings cos bea complained that nobody was eating them then went up again. i finished all of her remaining sweets. -guilty-. hee.

erm, yah..so after going up ruiling and huimin started working on the project seriously while me and bea used the other computer and started blog hopping and browsing through..random pictures. after awhile me and bea started getting bored and started immitating lots of people in our class, mainly those whom we have something against. shant say who. then that stoopid no fun ruiling [shes whining now] started scolding us so we ran over to her and fell onto our knees and started begging for her forgiveness. as soon as she forgived us we ran back to the other computer and started typing crap on microsoft word. hee. so ruiling shouted "oi!" at the top of her voice so we begged for forgiveness again but she sacked as her slaves. lame. finally we started working properly. [yeah, right. we just wanted to please her and get the thing over and done with so that we could continue acting spastic]

then when we started doing our self-evaluation crap ruiling started making all sorts of funny noises like she was a machine breaking down. yah, and she started whining "maaaahhmmyyyy" or something like that so we started laughing non-stop. anyway..we decided to go have a break so we went down to find something to eat and we saw bea's lizard like brother [for those who dont know, its her brother who looks like..erm. a lizard. ahaha.]

after that..we went to bea's room and started throwing and squishing her favourite apple cushion. it nearly got caught in the fan so we stopped quickly after that. heh. me and huimin started eating all the ice we had in our ribena juice. ruiling started staring at us like some outer space creatures. oh and, you know those type of fridges that can make ice by themselves? ruiling was SO fascinated by it. stupid cave woman. so naive. oh, not to forget, she doesnt know whats a blog. but she said "oh, tingzhi. your blogging?". shes also seemed to have picked up the word lame. things started getting really boring after that so ruiling and bea started copying seaside and wipeout. ruiling insists it looks like the william hung action thingy. after that me bea and huimin started carrying ruiling outta the room by her legs and hands cos we said that she wasnt worthy enough to stay in bea's room. we were planning to swing and hurl her out of the window but she too fat and heavy so i bones were practically broken already. the after product was that her hair turned out like a burnt broom. parts of it stuck out like it was chopped off by a butchers knife. erm anyway yah, that'd be the last of ruilings name appearing in this entry, cos shes banned me from typing her name. apparently she claims its copyrighted. anyway we were supposed to leave at 3:30 but bea found out that her tution was cancelled so she started acting crazy and hyper and started hugging all of us.

cant really remember what else happened, im sure theres more, but i cant remember now. gonna tame ruiling her. [her names not supposed to appear here, remember?]. shes crying that she missed her mum. yar, so bye for now. taming her.

[edit] this section was typed slightly after i wrote this entry. ruiling says that my entry looks too wordy and erm, i should write in point form. whatthehell. this is a blog lorh, not a powerpoint presentation. you know, ruiling. not everything you learn in computer studies and from mao can be applied during blogging. but nevermind, you were still very cute. =)